Tuesday, June 28, 2011

hate the world today

Tonight I felt like having ice cream but my conscience said no.  C'est la première fois de ma vie que je dis non à la crème glacée. I mean who the f*** refuses ice cream...   I don't think of desserts as something you have to EARN or compensate by working out, food shouldn't come with guilt!  

But I'm so short and stubby and all the fat around my stomach makes me so disgusted.   Working in an office full of round middle-aged women..can't help but wonder if I look like this now, what will I become by their age? 

Well anyway, today was supposed to be a happy day, I'm not going to ruin it with my stupid & superficial thoughts.