more frustration

I need sleeeeep and the damn french students next door are having a party while singing THERES A SHEWOLF IN THE CLOSET AOUUUUUUU ~~~~~

how can you even dance to that shit???

I'm going to shove the shewolf up your a** T_____________T
sigh I sound like a 95 year old lady living alone and sleeping at 8pm.

There's also a gay pub downstairs ..... called "Strong Men" .
And today they are having a special Aids awareness party.. I mean there were red ribbons all over the tinted windows, but I have no clue what really went on inside.... nor do I want to know.

anyhow...... this christmas I want to get myself an SLR. but then what's the point, my trip will be over :(

i keep telling myself that I will write to my grandparents, but my chinese is such a disaster that I stop after 2 lines. I know it would make them happy to receive my letter...sigh. Another wish of mine would be to go back to China after my bachlor, and learn intensive chinese for a year, that way I could walk with my head up in China without that feeling of inferiority and shame :)

le mois de décembre nous rattrape! qu'il semble loin le jour où j'ai trouvé mon appartement à bordeaux, où j'ai pris le train pour paris la première fois, la semaine où une lavette m'attendait à la maison avec le dîner sur la table pour faire la cuisine... heureusement qu'il y a toujours les photos pour nous rappeler de l'été!!

frustration.

Rare, beautiful, sunny day wasted on a stupid teamwork project, mais pas sur nimporte quel sujet, non il fallait que ça soit sur la plus grosse marque de douchebags, la marque par excellence des jeunes riches et cons, ou au moins the morons who aspire to become so.

Abercrombie & Fitch.

FUCK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU


So after 8 hours straight of working on this bullshit, I walked home with a kebab, passing in front of all the nice French restos in my neighborhood... I suddenly felt a surge of motivation rushing through my blood, I swear that I'm going to end my studies with a beautiful diploma and have a decent, respectable career and most importantly NEVER, never have to eat kebab again. its taste will forever remind me of the poor student life. So sad that I will keep such a bad memory of the food in French, just because I couldn't afford to eat real French food....

however, the most important business I supported during my stay here is the TGV company, yes, if I calculated all my trips with SNCF, I spent around 300euros just to go to Paris, and around 200 euros for the other cities.

Sigh, how I envy sometimes the spoiled kids in China, who have never made money out of their own hands, ah blissful and ignorant youth.
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totally irrelevant, but tonight, just for one night, I wish I had a caring, supportive and sweet Edward who would listen to me complain for hours while giving me a massage and climb on tall trees with me on his back.

I hope you didn't take this seriously.......

Why is that that when I tell a girl I don't like Edward and that I think he's such an uninteresting and fake character, the girl most likely will reply "you're just jealous of Bella". oh, how did you guess :O

Girls, where is your pride and common sense? I guess I've had my dose of Abercrombie & Douche New Moon for today, if I hear one more word about these 2 I will shoot myself.

I'm free falling

and nothing is crashing my fall

merci maman

谢谢你妈妈，

我不会让你失望的。

novembre, déjà?

J'aime accélérer mes pas pour m'ajuster au rythme de tes longues jambes
J'aime aussi quand tu ralentis pour laisser aux miennes, plus courtes, le temps de te rattraper



J'aime t'attendre quand tu regardes les livres dans la rue et que tu oublies le temps passer, pour ensuite te retourner et me dire "bon on y va ou quoi?"

J'aime quand tu testes la stabilité de tes tré-bras en faisant des vidéos sur la plaççççaaa reaal, mais surtout quand tu prends le temps de me laisser prendre une photo de toi en faisant un sourire à contre-coeur.

J'aime pas quand les portes de train se referment trop vite.

À bientôt ...